5/19 My heart is tired…

My heart is so tired 

This past week has been so much death in my family

An of cores you leave me when i really needed you. Again

I gave you everything an got nothing in return, but a broken heart that doesn’t seem to be healing    

People have seem to always come to me for advice or help with generally  anything they look to me for strength an know that even after all i have been through I still have strength to carry on

But these days

I cant, I dont know what im doing with my life, its getting harder an harder everyday to get out of bed,Even harder to find a reason, an the one reason is gone. Again

I just with someone would hold me an tell me its gona be ok, it will work it’s self out in the end 

But i guess I have to go it alone. Again

I have nothing to prove anymore, I have proven myself so many times and by myself with no one believing me but myself an everyone saying it cant be done

But i dont know if i can do it anymore    

My heart is so tired

5 days ago
zodiacchic: 4000 years of Asian philosophy can’t be wrong! Check out a free I Ching reading today. You’ll be amazed. Click here!

zodiacchic:

4000 years of Asian philosophy can’t be wrong! Check out a free I Ching reading today. You’ll be amazed. Click here!

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Lord, I never complain, I never ask, Why Please don’t let my dreams run dry

6 days ago

This little church was once called St. Luke Baptist Church but nicknamed Little Zion. It was built by and for the African American slaves in 1883. The land was once part of the Cleona Plantation. It became abandoned in the early part of 1970. The pastor retired and the people started attending other local churches. I went back there not long ago to take more photos. I was very sad to see that this old church had completely collapsed! I’m just grateful that I was able to photograph it a few times while it was still standing.

Taken in Chackbay, Louisiana.

by SalemCat

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(via abandonedography)

1 week ago

thehystericalsociety:

Boogeymen - part of a series of eerie stereoviews - dated 1923 (Via)

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1 week ago

steampunktendencies:

The Gentleman’s Surprise Chair (Circa 1880)

I think I would fancy me self a chair full of naughty photos (\_/)

(via steampunktendencies)

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erikkwakkel:

The Chained Library of Zutphen

I took these pictures during a visit to the 16th-century chained library of Zutphen, in the east of the Netherlands. It is one of three such libraries still in existence in Europe. Nothing much has changed here for 550 years.

Here is more information (in English) on the chained library in Zutphen. Also check out this recent blog on medieval chained libraries (and Zutphen’s), written by one of the researchers in my project. 

This is fucking cool must go before i die (\_/)

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life: Caption from the July 15, 1946, issue of LIFE. “At 76, the Mahatma is in good physical condition. He weighs 110 pounds, but he is not so frail as he looks.” See more photos from his revolutionary life here. (Margaret Bourke-White—Time & Life Pictures/Getty Images) (\_/)

life:

Caption from the July 15, 1946, issue of LIFE. “At 76, the Mahatma is in good physical condition. He weighs 110 pounds, but he is not so frail as he looks.”

See more photos from his revolutionary life here.

(Margaret Bourke-White—Time & Life Pictures/Getty Images)

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alaskanbman:

The Arm of Liberty, 1876-1882

  ‘The arm and torch of the Statue of Liberty in Madison Square Park, New York. These portions of the Statue were exhibited to raise funds for the completion of the statue and its pedestal. The arm and torch remained in the park from 1876 until 1882.

‘Members of the public could pay fifty cents to climb to the balcony of the torch.’

 
 

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demons: The VE cover for Time Magazine, 7 May 1945 (\_/)

demons:

The VE cover for Time Magazine, 7 May 1945

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weirdvintage: As they were recognized as potential traffic hazards during the Blackouts of World War Two, some farmers took to painting their cows with white stripes so they could be seen by motorists, 1939 (via Forces War Records) (\_/)

weirdvintage:

As they were recognized as potential traffic hazards during the Blackouts of World War Two, some farmers took to painting their cows with white stripes so they could be seen by motorists, 1939 (via Forces War Records)

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ancientart: Conchamarka (“cooking stove spot”) tambo along Inca Trail to the archaeological site of Machu Picchu, Peru. Photo courtesy & taken by D. Gordon E. Robertson (\_/)

ancientart:

Conchamarka (“cooking stove spot”) tambo along Inca Trail to the archaeological site of Machu Picchu, Peru.

Photo courtesy & taken by D. Gordon E. Robertson

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guardian:

The work of Vivian Maier, who died in 2009, leaving behind 100,000 negatives that no one but she had ever seen. The photographs are being hailed as among the best in 20th-century street photography

Photographs: Vivian Maier/Courtesy of Maloof Collection

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todayinlaborhistory: Today in labor history, May 10, 1869: Six years after the groundbreaking, workers complete the First Transcontinental Railroad, which joined the Union Pacific Railroad (built east from Sacramento) and the Central Pacific Railroad (built west from Omaha). The railroad was built primarily by Irish and Chinese immigrant laborers. (\_/)

todayinlaborhistory:

Today in labor history, May 10, 1869: Six years after the groundbreaking, workers complete the First Transcontinental Railroad, which joined the Union Pacific Railroad (built east from Sacramento) and the Central Pacific Railroad (built west from Omaha). The railroad was built primarily by Irish and Chinese immigrant laborers.

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collectivehistory: Two women with cigarettes sitting in front of mural ca. 1966 by William Gedney (Duke Special Collections Library)  (\_/)

collectivehistory:

Two women with cigarettes sitting in front of mural ca. 1966 by William Gedney (Duke Special Collections Library) 

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